Spinning success
(How awesome is it that my new craft space gets natural sunlight in through the little egress window?)
I'm so happy Burn Notice is back on the air. It's like a fantastic, juicy cheeseburger and fries. Utter junk yet so delicious.
November 18, 2009 - I vacuumed a floor.
(Written at 12 weeks, early November 2009)
I am so so relieved to have had the ultrasound. It's scary how I really have no perception that there is a little human inside of me, with bones and tissue and an APPENDIX, for crying out loud. How alien. I swore this was a molar or ectopic pregnancy. How could it be so easy? How can I feel so normal?
(9 week pregnant self feel free to stab future self for saying this. Does she REMEMBER sitting at home, not being able to do anything but nap under a quilt, not even browse the internet? And how she threw up a single saltine, and on another morning just water???)
But really. From all the stories and "common symptoms" I read, I've had it fairly easy. Way to go, genepool. I knew these hips meant I would be a baby-making rockstar.
(Written mid October 2009)
I've had a strange disconnect between having a baby and being pregnant. I just feel pregnant, like it's a temporary disease that's giving me weird symptoms and will eventually go away. I'm adament about not looking at baby products or baby advice or baby names. After two weeks of excitement, I turned all my books and pamphlets from the OB facedown. For some reason I don't want to see the work "pregnant" around the house.
I was watching some old Muppet videos on Youtube. The thought came to me, that I frequently have thought, that I should be sure that when we eventually have kids, they watch some Muppets because Muppets are awesome. Then I had an epiipheny - this wasn't some far off prediction. There was a kid in my belly RIGHT NOW. She/He will be the one that I encourage to watch Muppets. Right there with me now in this room. I kind of freaked out in a major way.
(Written October 2009)
If I get up before 8 am, I have to puke at least once. Good luck trying to eat anything before 9 am.
The first thing I cooked in three weeks was bacon. Nitrate and nitrite free bacon, courtesy of my dear dad.
My food aversion has manifest as "anything that you cooked." If Ben makes it or I buy it ready made, I seem to do better.
Surprisingly, peanuts are my go-to snack for keeping fueled during the day. And suddenly orange juice is delicious. And pickles. I had a Jimmy John's pickle and wanted to marry it.